Puisi: "Secret Admirer"

I've never been the type to say what I feel
So basically I keep everything inside
And with you it was not different
I really want to tell you, believe me I've tried

But there's part of me that just can't take that chance
So i doubt that you'll ever know
Which may be fine with you, but It's hurting me
I choose not to show it though

I guess I'm your secret admirer
That name seems to fit just right
I don't know what I like about you
But, you're on my mind, day and night

Maybe it's caused you're so damn beautiful
I just can't get enough
Or how you make me feel cause when you came around
I instantly forget all other stuff

May be it's the way you say my name
Or may be it's the way you smile
Then again it might just be everything about you
Getting to know you seems worth while

I guess the reason I've never told you
It's because I'm scared of what you'd say
I'm not sure how you would react
So I guess its better this way

From: Septian Arifandi

To : 'You'