IS IT ?

I used to write something when I'm in love or heartbreaking.

I wrote everything to define all my feelings.

The blooming flowers or the pain in my heart, 

I just wrote it down at once.

But now, I feel different.

I'm falling in love with someone new, but I can't tell how it feels anymore.

I also have a broken heart at the same time, and yes, I still can't express it.

Is that because I have no longer sensitivity in my heart?

Is my heart dead?

Is it?

(fuck that, it's 2018)